Blue

Dear Friends,

I hope you have been well.  This is my first post since Robert Earl Cline, my loving man, my husband, my children's father, my lover and best friend passed away April 10th. I can only say and describe how I feel with a quote, "Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night.  I miss you like hell".
Edna St. Vincent Millay


As we all know, life goes on, I am not sure what the future will bring for me, selling our house, moving...but in the meantime, tending my garden and hoping my flowers will nurture me in some small way is the most I can do.  I hope you enjoy the blue.

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  2. Beautiful flowers:-)) I love blue decor:-)))
    Greetings from Poland:-)))

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  3. I am so sorry to hear of your husband passing....what a shock to read this! Hugs sent your way (( ))

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  4. Debbie I am so very sorry that you have lost your husband. I know this is a loss that no one can comprehend or understand or even know what you are going through. My hear hurts for you.
    On May 26 we lost our younger brother in just eighteen days after diagnosis. Our family is devastated. Every single day hurts. I know it does for you too. I wish you Blessings, strong faith and great big hugs.
    Sissie

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  5. So very sorry to learn of your loss. Your blue hydrangeas are gorgeous!

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  6. So very sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and .Prayers are with you. I pray that our lord provides you with strength and comfort

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  7. Hello Debby, I am so sorry to hear abut the passing of your husband.
    These are such beautiful flowers and looks so pretty on your mantel.
    Thanks for sharing at our Cooking and Crafting with J & J!!

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  8. Oh Debby, I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. I was just thinking the other day I'd not see your pretty posts popping up on any of the link ups I join. You've been missed.
    Grief is such a process, just take care of yourself as you go through it, try not to rush any big decisions if you can help it.
    I don't know if leaving a link to a pin here will work, but this is something I found years ago and thought was very helpful. https://www.pinterest.co.uk/pin/291115563392109224/

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  10. Debby: This is my first visit to your blog and I am so sorry to read of your terrible loss. I can't begin to comprehend what you must be going through, as I have never walked in your shoes. All I can offer is to say, "one day at a time." Be good to you.

    Being a garden lover, I hope you will visit me.
    Sandra at Maison De Jardin
    http://whereinspirationblooms.com

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  11. Debby, this is my first visit to your blog (#BloggersPitStop), and it is beautiful. So very sorry for your loss. Your creativity and inner strength will no doubt see you through, but oh … in the meantime. My heart goes out to you.

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  12. Debby, I was so sorry to hear about your loss. Sending my condolences and thoughts your way, Friend. As always, your floral photos are lovely. Thank you for sharing at Vintage Charm!

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  13. I'm so sorry to hear about your husband! I cannot even imagine what you must be going through. Thanks for sharing your news with us at The Blogger's Pit Stop!

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  14. Debby my condolences for the passing of your husband. I cannot imagine what the loss of a spouse must feel like, praying for you and your family.

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  15. I'm so sorry to hear of your husband's passing. Praying you will find comfort in your memories and that you find some joy in your lovely gardens. Jane

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  16. Debby, my heart goes out to you! I cannot imagine that loss and the grieving that goes with losing your best friend. My sister passed away in April as well, at age 34, so I'm grieving but those relationships are so different. Sending all my thoughts and love to you and your family. Thanks for sharing at To Grandma's House We Go Link party!

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  17. I'm so very sorry to hear this news. I can't imagine everything you're going through. All I can do is pray that God will hold you up and see you through this difficult time. It seems like within the past few months there have been so many deaths I keep hearing of and funerals to attend. Sending you thoughts and hugs!

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  18. I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you. The flowers are so lovely.

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  19. I'm so sorry to hear of your husband's passing. Praying for comfort in this time of grief. Your hydrangeas are beautiful - gardening can be so calming for the heart.
    Hugs

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  20. Debby, I can only imagine how terrible that big hole is. I know that with time it will grow smaller, but it will never be easy. You two had such a loving bond! But my friend, please walk in your garden every day. The Lord will bless you and guide you! You are constantly in my thoughts!!
    hugs,
    Jann

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  21. I forgot to say how gorgeous your blues are. Your photos are always so stunning!
    hugs,
    Jann

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  22. Debby, sweet friend; I really felt I need to feature this tender post at SYC tomorrow.
    hugs,
    Jann

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  23. Debby, so sorry to hear of your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know that hole and it is awful. Time will make it easier but time is awful slow when it comes to easing grief! Sending you an imaginary big comforting hug with a shoulder to cry on and a box of tissues in reach. When it comes to big decisions: urgent things are rarely important, and important things are rarely urgent.

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  24. So very pretty. Thanks for sharing at Home Sweet Home.

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  25. May your memories bring you comfort in the long days ahead. The beauty flowers will surely help.
    Sandra @ Dinner at Eight

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  26. I'm so sorry to hear about your husband. I pray that your grief will ease and you will be able to enjoy the memories. These beautiful blue flowers certainly bring me joy. May they bring you joy too.

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    WhatsApp: +1 (978) 406 9575 Email: everlastingspellcast@gmail.com

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